Hey, to anyone reading I feel like I do not know what to do with my life anymore. I have been obsessed about poker for the last
10 years of my life. I started playing when I was 20 and now I am 30, I feel like I am totally lost. I am very socially awkward its hard for me to make friends, I am trying really hard to realize poker SHOULD be a part of my life not my WHOLE life. I really do not know what to do anymore . I have been mostly a losing player because I cant control tilt