was super busy on sunday and forgot to update
having stupid card distribution right now zero action with AA/KK -> jam with AK villains have KK+ only which means grinding it up to lose it in couple allins WHATEVER gotta keep on moving
i tried 3 tabling zoom but i auto pilot way to hard so back to 2 maybe even 1
i was thinking about regtables but starting tomorrow players from where i am from can only blind sit a table so i think i will just stick to zoom
Dec. 14, 2020 | 9:50 p.m.
Brady2moss79 thanks man, i doubt that i will have to vent because of poker tho haha
today was so-so bunch of coolers, hitting nothing in 4bet pots whatever
i am still lost in a lot of spots and just click buttons most of the time so i have to study more
atleast i managed to reach my daily volume goal
Dec. 13, 2020 | 12:04 a.m.
lIlCitanul thanks for the recommendations really appreciate it
HeavyMask i am in my late 20s now and started playing poker ten years ago had a little success at micro/lowstakes mostly sitngo formats (can't stand them anymore)
took a bunch big breaks inbetween and now i am back to hopefully crush cashgames
(i played live cash here and there in private games but only 1/2)
Brady2moss79 well tbh i am struggling with depression for quiet some time now (5-6 years) hence the title i guess
started getting treatment beginning of this year and my condition is improving thankfully but it's still a long way to go
poker is basically the only thing i enjoy doing right now even though i spend like 5 hours coding yesterday lol
pokerwise i studied a lot today and therefore played only a really short session
Dec. 12, 2020 | 12:16 a.m.
I am not really sure why i decided to start this journal but here i am.
I had ~$500 lying around on my skrill so i bought FTGU and GTO+ on black friday.
The rest was deposited to Pokerstars.
Starting at 5NL and i will take shots once i have 50buyins for the next stake.
BR is at $391.04 right now.
The big goal is to reach highstakes simple as that.
I've played only a couple of hours this month so the first goal is to crank up my volume to 2k hands/day and finish FTGU.
If you guys have any recommendations in regards of must watch RIO essential videos or questions about me let me know.
Will post daily updates.
That's it for now see you at the tables
I decided to go with a more aggressive BRM on micros and played some 10NL
Will be away until the next year but i am going to study a lot more and come back
with a more structured plan cause i think this is what's holding me back the most
(and obviously my volume but i will fix all of this)
Wish you all a merry christmas
Graph for this month
Dec. 17, 2020 | 8:46 p.m.