i am Portuguese guy that love poker, i start playing about 6years ago. Win some mtts and have profit playing cash games, but i stop for a while because i really want to learn the game, understand everything about this game So i subscribe for pro videos, and start with "learning path." Was thinking about seeing everything, but i start to see the videos and feel like a dumb, feel like if i am the most stupid person, dont understand nothing, terms, and thinks the guys talk about. So i really want your opinion, what should i do? I love so much, and i wish i could learn all about him, but maybe is not for me. is that possible? do u think with effort, even if i am not math guys, can i learn it? and get better? Last years i feel like if am not able of achieve anything. And this is one of the things want to be better, learn more but i feel i dont know where to start, and when i find something to start, i get lost.

Sorry for the text, and sorry for my english.