fidelinos
69 points
Hello Matt,
Thank you for your comment. Indeed, I'm focusing more on developing my skills, studying more than before and working on building a solid foundation.
I’m also facing the beast within—my Anger-Sadness-Tilt mindset—but I’m tackling it head-on.
Oct. 31, 2024 | 11:09 a.m.
Starting a new session: planning to play for 2 hours with a 10-minute break in between.
Break: Feeling down—haven't won a single hand, and every board feels dry, offering no value. Hesitated to bluff a hand, and after losing a couple of big ones, I played the next few hands too passively, almost on autopilot. Admittedly, there's sadness while I'm playing.
Second Hour: Ran poorly, down about 5 buy-ins. Felt a deep sadness mid-session but gradually recovered while playing. Kept catching myself thinking, “I can’t win a single hand.”
Now, feeling better as I wrap up and head to bed.
GL all!
adding a graph
Oct. 28, 2024 | 11 p.m.
Started a new session with a plan: 1 hour of play, a quick 10-minute break, then another hour before calling it. In hindsight, sitting down to play instead of resting was a poor choice—I was exhausted and it showed in my game. Played poorly, felt the fatigue, and thankfully decided to quit early.
Oct. 28, 2024 | 5:09 p.m.
Long time no see
A few months ago, I made the decision to get back to poker after a long break. I was eager to see how much I had evolved, but soon found myself revisiting familiar struggles.
I remembered an old post of mine where I had talked about these exact feelings. Here I am, once again, facing the same challenges.
But this time, I’m trying a different approach. I'll be focusing on what I believe is my biggest leak—the mental game. In one of my next posts, I’ll outline my strategy for it.
For now, my goal is simple: play, then sit out and write down my emotions as they unfold.
Today's Session:
First 15 minutes: I called three small bets against a recreational player—a mistake. Instantly, I felt the negativity creeping in. Almost simultaneously, I lost a flip at another table. Both situations left me confused, and I could feel myself starting to tilt. I stopped to jot down how I was feeling. Noticed my speed of clicking had gone up, a clear sign of losing focus.
10-minute break: At the end of the hour, I lost another flip—this one I may have misplayed by 4betting when I should have just called preflop. Immediately after that, I caught myself wanting to loosen up and play more recklessly, but I didn’t give in. Recognizing this pattern was key—it’s something I need to work on.
Goal for today: Simply observe my emotions and thoughts during the game, nothing else.
Second hour: The entire session felt like a grind. I tilted during one hand trying to bluff a rec, which left me frustrated with myself. In another hand, where I was very strong, my mind became foggy when the pot grew large, and I ended up playing too fast again.
Main takeaway: Slowing down my pace is crucial. It’s one of my biggest goals moving forward.
By keeping this focus on my mental game, I believe I can start turning these patterns around. This time, it's not just about improving my technical skills—it's about mastering my emotions at the table.
Oct. 28, 2024 | 7:19 a.m.
And Poker Stars , Fuck you too !
Oct. 12, 2019 | 2:26 p.m.
I am doing my best to win in poker like 4 or more years now without any success and to add on that, poker makes me sad and miserable.
No matter what you do if you don't hit you not winning. And by hitting i mean even the goods to semi-bluff.. and when you semi-bluff well its good to complete some times. So when not hitting a think for 2-3 days, control is lost and you try different things at some spots.. and you loose again.. then you try to get your self together and make no more mistakes and be patient etc.. So you 3bet Akcc bb vs co and flop comes 86Jhh and you are tired again to check fold.. so you check/call and co happens to bet 3 streets.. even on a Ks turn.. 3c river and of course he has the goods.. ALWAYS. and yes i can be a really good calling station after a point.
I have started to believe that I am just stupid and that I cannot understand the game. I was never good with games anyway.
Then I sit down and try to understand myself. YES I am emotional after a bad hand and yes I put a limit to sit out every single hour. Close the client. But it keeps coming in the next session.. no profit at all. getting even .. graph goes up +10bi because I had a good session for 1 day and then for 4 days it destroys me.
Don't know what the fuck is going on.. I like the game and I like the challenge and i am not a quiter.
But I guess am I not clever enough for the game.
Oct. 12, 2019 | 2:25 p.m.
Hello Daz !
How did all this end?
I am in a running bad weeks and wondered
thank you
Oct. 2, 2019 | 12:41 p.m.
If villain range contains QQ which he would check on turn, how are we shoving river oop? KK nad QQ isn’t mostly his checking range on turn?
Sept. 30, 2019 | 8:44 a.m.
BN: $13.97
SB: $13.23
BB: $24.02
UTG: $13.81 (Hero)
MP: $8.59
Villain will call with weaker Jx like QJ KJ TJ and some TK TQ . Would he raise Axdd? I believe it would be an ok move to balance with 99 JJ J9 and maybe 55 he called with. right?
ALSO should we bet QQ?
Should we bet AA KK ? i would answer no.
What should we make though from his tinny bet there???
Would he bet this small with TK? i doubt, or QJ? i doubt again - so should we raise him?
What do you make out of this bet??
Sept. 30, 2019 | 6:46 a.m.
Samu,
dont you agree that even the raise on flop is not that strong with FD? I mean its obvious that we dont have 99 KK QQ- we would have 3bet them pre, and we have more combos of FD there and K9 Q9-which on turn are not that strong any more.
Sept. 30, 2019 | 6:30 a.m.
Nice comment, thank you. well noted
Sept. 27, 2019 | 8:35 a.m.
Thank you Kalupso !! Always a pleasure reading your comments
Sept. 26, 2019 | 12:03 p.m.
SB: $6.74
BB: $6.96 (Hero)
UTG: $1.10
MP: $4.93
CO: $11.63
Sept. 26, 2019 | 8:32 a.m.
I would fold AJ there ;(
Sept. 25, 2019 | 12:40 p.m.
Villain was a reg. on the tight side with stats 15/11/3bet5 / 4b3.% - fold to 3bet 70%.
so this is why i thought he has mostly an Ax and hoped to made him fold.
I agree with reason you gave for K9dd being a bad combo to bluff river.
** I don't agree with betting all of our range on the flop.
we have Tx KK QQ JJ 99 88 lower Ax all of which I wouldn't want to bet.
Sept. 25, 2019 | 12:21 p.m.
Let's assume we were playing 1/2, is K9dd a good combo to bluff river?
Sept. 25, 2019 | 12:12 p.m.
SB: $6.67 (Hero)
BB: $6.04
UTG: $6.26
MP: $8.08
CO: $2.59
Sept. 25, 2019 | 11:24 a.m.
i quit poker today !
Sept. 19, 2019 | 7:57 p.m.
I am not that good in poker to answer that , gl
Sept. 19, 2019 | 8:59 a.m.
Samu, do you agree with bet size on flop ?
wouldn't be better to go bigger? 1/2 ?
Sept. 17, 2019 | 11:38 a.m.
SB: $1.12
BB: $11.23
UTG: $11.77
MP: $9.56
CO: $7.95 (Hero)
Sept. 17, 2019 | 10:33 a.m.
thank you all for your replies. Happy you we all agree, bad play by me.
Sept. 17, 2019 | 9:30 a.m.
SB: $14.71
BB: $6.54
UTG: $9.58 (Hero)
MP: $5.00
CO: $4.95
Villain 3 bets with 66 A6s and all club combos: KQ KJ QJ QT JT Axcc
Since we are a lot ahead of Villains range , only 3 combos of 6's beat us, is this a call or raise??
If he had set of 66 he would at least go bigger --
Sept. 16, 2019 | 1:32 p.m.
I believe QJs is a nice hand to call in the BTN. plays nicely on a lot of boards vs V's opening range. We have a lot better hands to 3bet with. \
If though we decide to 3b it, then i would rather cbf with QJhh or dd. Also we have stronger hands in our 3b range to bet there like AA KK QQ ...
V's calling range pre has all 66- QQ , and honestly dont know how we have some 8x.
Maybe with a bigger bet we get him to fold some but dont see how this play is profitable .
Sept. 16, 2019 | 1:25 p.m.
Samu??
The last two days have gone quite well.
Yesterday, I chose to play at regular tables. The slower pace allowed me to focus more and take my time with each move—a crucial part of my process. I played with clarity and didn’t encounter many tough decisions, which likely contributed to my stable mindset. Or perhaps my mindset was already in a good place, allowing me to approach each spot with composure.
I also had a moment of self-reflection: At the start of a session, I held back from 3-betting KQs (SB vs. BTN) and instead chose to call, partly to include the BB, who seemed like a high VP player. The real reason, though, was that I didn’t want to risk losing the blinds I had just won in the previous hand.
Keeping this journal has been helpful in recognizing moments like these—it allows me to observe my decisions and mental state more closely.
Lastly, I stuck to my plan and took a break by sitting out, even though I was tempted to keep playing.
Oct. 31, 2024 | 11:18 a.m.