Theory/mindsetting sunday instead of grinding. So thought I would use this fantastic forum to post and maybe get some nice input about different areas.

So to the topic; Ive been grinding mtt for a living couple of years. Been grinding all from micro-mid stakes and did play hsmtts for 1,5 year. Lately only lowstakes. I dont DARE to play higher. Im like Moertelmu but worse ofc (hes a grinding machine).

I think I dont wanna loose and that makes me dont play high, and I dont even know if I can make it theire. Sometimes I even think register a 50e turbo is to "expensive". And I already know thats not the way to think.

Yeah this might come out strange, but do someone have some feeling? Or have some ideas of how to change this mindset?

Best regards